that night, It was lost

I was alone that night.
Yes, I suppose I was alone,
Although, she was there alongside me.
I kept her company, I think,
But she did not keep me company,
For her company did not keep me.
I was alone.

"--- ---- ---- ----- -----"

Yes, this I know, and for then I was not--
although something I wanted, I was not.
I lost it,
That sound.
I must have misplaced it somewhere;
It no longer sung to my ears.
And she, and them alongside her as well.

I was left to myself.
Yes,
I was left alone to myself
That night.